Friday, April 6, 2007
♥ 4:58 PM
heyys ello
sry long time nv write..
cuz i kinda busy.. =P
well... i felt tired and lonely..when i'm in dance...
other sec ones gt to dance in many 'sections' but me?... 2 SMALL little parts..
dance practices in every morning and mon-wed till 7pm++ i then finally reach hm..
ppl thinks tat woah i'm so busy and i may be dancing many roles..OOHH i'm not...
AND nobody toks to me.. I am a LONER.. i did try to tok to them but i juz dun dare..
the instructor oso nv see me in her eyes.. i was like so TIRED and LONELY..i was like invisible even if i'm in front of them..
some ppl in class oso nv tok to me...OMG am i tat...BAD?!?
I feel so LOUSY, my heart juz broke and i dun really like going to practices anymore..
but when i'm at church, oh wow they are so frenly, they tok to me and nv leave me alone..
i was so comforted..and when i'm thinking of how LOUSY i am, my classmates who seldom
tok to me wave their hands at me..oh WOW..God's great. My best fren in class is
someone who is hated by ppl in my class. they pass rumours abt her and dun tok to her but we
happened to be frens, BEST frens.. i told her abt this, she comforted me.. i felt like crying..
but i didn't.. i dun really like sch now except recess, i can tok with my best, best fren(sixuan)....
i have to go to sch early but come back hm late, VERY late..
it's not worth it, or does it?
oh GREAT, and now i'm at home all by myself and onli the songs i love listening to is accompanying me and 2 calls frm my best fren which adds up nt toking more then 10 mins..
BORED..
but i have to go now..
bye~ =*(
LONELYgal, jieyi~
